The Amyra Records

One of the results of prolonged suicide, and which also drives and perpetuates prolonged suicide, is the concept that our bodies age and deteriorate with time.

Aging is a result of prolonged suicide, where Time is our appointed prison.

The concept of time being linear is but a tool that helps us to make sense of our experiences in the realm of 3D.  As most of you who are reading this would know, the 3D is a limited realm (not in an inferior sense but simply in scope when compared to say, the 5D); thus, the linearity of time is only a low-level construct (‘low’ referring to the level of consciousness/perception, not to denote inferiority).

Yet Time is fluid.  It is able to expand or constrict according to our chosen perception.

We tend to see Time (as a resource) as tapering or narrowing.  It is fixed and always progresses in the same speed.  It is always being depleted and running out.  But we can equally choose to see and experience Time as opening instead of squeezing, increasing instead of depleting.

For example, we perceive one’s early 20’s as prime time.  The 20’s is when the physical body is at its prime in terms of beauty, health and youthfulness; it is the only time when we are truly blossoming.  But that is just a mental construct, collectively agreed-upon, a meme.  Outside of this meme, another truth is possible:  At any biological age, we can be blossoming – in body, mind and spirit.

After a certain age, typically 35, there’s a tendency to perceive our lives as going downhill where everything is in progressively shorter supply.  By the time we have advanced into our 80’s (if our suicide programming has not yet run its course), we feel that our time is very limited and we’re just waiting for death to claim us.  We expect to be sick and afflicted with ‘old people’s diseases’.  But that is merely a perception; a decision at the end of the day.  We could decide to see that having gone through all these years, time is just opening now, afresh.  A sort of reversal of the aging process we have been programmed to believe wholeheartedly.

Time is our prison in 3D.  It formed the bars that lock us up, limiting our experiences, preventing us from venturing into the vast mysteries of the Unknown, the realm of the magical what-is-possible, the true frontiers of human consciousness.

But we can decide to see Time in reverse:  The more time we have experienced, the more it is available.

Death and aging are a part of our self-imposed programming.  A death wish that is taking effect, a spell we unconsciously cast onto ourselves.

Why are we so shocked when we hear of someone having committed suicide, when most of us are doing the same thing, only our suicide is drawn out over a longer period of time?  From this perspective, those who die of illnesses or accidents actually die of prolonged suicide; by the time they have their death, it is just the tail end of a long process of suicide.

But however ‘old’ you are, just as valid is the choice to see the time you have remaining in the physical world as expanding into greater and greater time and space, culminating in freedom from the body.  Our consciousness lives on beyond physical death and with liberation from the restrictions of the body we can look forward to a continued existence of joyous, expanded awareness.

The good news is, there is a way to counter the programming of prolonged suicide, if you are tired of being in chronic stuckness and are ready to shift out of this.

To do so, it helps to first take a closer look at how we are actually killing ourselves day by day, on autopilot:

• We beat ourselves up for time lost, our guilt and regret for the things not done, the people we have neglected. We panic and stress over time being in short supply.  This self-beating is a form of bashing ourselves up, a choice we make to deplete ourselves instead of provide nourishment for our flourishing.
• We lose someone or something and we think that who we are is depleted. We die a little every time we encounter losses, disappointments, rejections and other forms of harshness.  Although our emotional truth deserves to be acknowledged, the soul impact of it must be challenged.  Meaning, it may be healthy to honour our sadness but examine how your relationship with your soul may be damaged by it and take steps to heal the fragmentations.
• Feeding negative thoughts and sentiments.

Longer term suicidal acts:

• Staying in an unhappy relationship. More so if the relationship is abusive.
• Having the tendency to brood over death and dying (I am not referring to the creative appreciation of the concept of death or the macabre, which can be a healthy form of self-expression, but harbouring a depressive ‘given up on life’ sentiment).
• Perpetuating self-destructive habits and behaviours, coupled with an unwillingness for change.

For the deeper dynamics that are invisible to others, ask yourself these questions:

• Do you expect to be sick?
• Do you expect things to turn bad, or for bad things to happen, catching you off-guard?
• Are you constantly worried about time running out?
• Do you keep running to the next thing, to try to get all your ducks in a row?
• Is your life mostly about managing, rather than being present and appreciative?

It is just the beginning.  This is the mindset to hold at all times.  Flip your concept of time around: There is a new, fresh, abundant supply of time, and you’re excitedly looking forward.  People typically have this mindset briefly just before major events like getting married, having a baby, buying their first house, or moving to a new country.  But often, right afterwards they resume committing prolonged suicide.  The fact that we have moments of spontaneously and naturally flipping around a construct shows that we have the capacity to do so in a deliberate way.

Below I will show you in more specific ways how you can counter prolonged suicide.  But the key to successfully executing it lies in knowing what it is not:

• It is not about superficially changing what you do but a profound and honest shift on a fundamental level (which you can, nevertheless, access easily).
• It is not positive thinking, where you are merely pushing aside your fears and negativity using your will power and denial, and replacing one thing with another. Rather, it is a reversal of what you know and what you have been doing, that begins with awakening from the hypnotic programme.  This process entails an expansion of your consciousness which allows you to naturally see what you know and have been doing as an illusion.